II. 秋 [Autumn]
“L'âme
du loup pleure dans cette voix
qui
monte avec le soleil qui décline
d'une
agonie on veut croire câline
et
qui ravit et qui navre à la fois...”
("The
wolf’s soul weeps in that voice,
rising
as the sun sets down
in
an agony one would call cuddly,
both
delightful and saddening...")
Paul
VERLAINE
Sagesse — III, 9
In
the bedroom — first
beams of sunlight
– "Kimi
no onii-san [君 の お兄さん, "your
big brother"]?"
– "Yes,
of course!"
Jirō
couldn't stop laughing.
– "Tarō
is my brother. He’s been taking care of me ever since we were
kids... I was just a baby when our mother died. I don't remember, and Tarō only has a vague memory of our father. He had to be there to raise me, all
by himself."
Still confused and blushing, Kazuō
didn't know what to say. Jirō gently lay on top of him with a broad smile.
– "That's
why I’m such a low-bred brat, you see..." he whispered into his ear, rubbing his companion's full belly — naughty as ever.
Perfectly
sated, Kazuō enjoyed his young friend teasing him like this.
– "I
understand... It's a relief, to be honest!"
– "How?"
– "I was under the impression that Tarō was... a lot more than a brother for you."
– "Tarō
has always been everything to me." Jirō insisted, cuddlier than ever. "Without him, I don't know if I would even be alive today... And you
wouldn't be here with us either."
– "That's
true..."
– "We
weren't cramped in this small house, and we are safe, but it felt sad when
Tarō was gone hunting or looking for supplies... He's worried just the same when
I go fishing for a few days. It's a good thing that you've joined us."
Kazuō
was still blushing. Jirō hugged him tight.
– "Is
it so important to you and Tarō?"
– "Yes it is. Tarō really needs a worthy partner to progress, as a wrestler...
That's his ambition. He wants to become really strong. Much, much stronger than he is now! He's been stuck for a while, I can hardly keep up with his plans."
– "You're doing pretty well."
– "That's the least I can do..." Jirō shrugged. "I wish I could put on a lot of weight, so he could train with a bigger, more imposing
opponent. He would struggle to lift me up, then I'll help him fight better... Still a long way to go. He needs someone less clumsy than I am, someone bigger, stronger... and much, much heavier!"
Jirō squeezed and pressed Kazuō's large hips. They were such healthy, athletic and shamelessly overfed young men... Nestled against his chest, the handsome blonde boy almost bit his hardening nipples with his lips.
– "I also need a bigger partner... and a much, much fatter partner!"
– "Jirō..."
Covering
him with kisses, Jirō barely allowed him to catch his breath.
– "In
any case, I'm happy to stay and play with the two of you... Being brothers and all. That's a huge weight you've lifted off my chest!"
Suddenly,
Jirō straightened up — as
if Kazuō had just pinched him.
– "What? Nuh huh... I want you to lift heavy, but keep packing on the weight. If I pulled weight off your chest, I have to feed you again... Stuff you full and more than full, so it goes straight to your waist!"
With
a mischievous smile, he brought a pineapple
fritter up to his lips.
– "Eat, Kazuō. Please?"
– "Another
doughnut? I can't! They're so big!"
– "There
are only six doughnuts left... How about this, three for you and three for me? Trust me, you're going to eat these just to please me."
Kazuō let out a sigh. He knew he couldn't resist him.
– "Hmmmph..."
– "Good.
Again..." Jirō fed him with one hand, while greedily biting
into another thick, juicy doughnut. "Come on, grab a larger bite!"
– "Hmmmph...
Hmmmph..."
Considering his friend's muffled protests and sighs, Jirō started rubbing his stomach
and kept him going with a few words of encouragement. He took another doughnut and made him gobble it up in just a few bites... He did so well that his friend started moaning and ended up begging him for more. The blonde boy looked happy to tease him with the promise of a whole bucket full of ice-cream.
The last doughnut was still in the
tray by the bed.
– "There you go, Kazuō. You're a hungry boy... Keep eating!"
– "Hmmmph..."
– "Eat up,
big boy! I'll make sure to please you now..."
■ ■ ■
In the
house — sunset
at the top of the mountain
Kazuō
was lazily basking in the sun, lying on the cushions and tatami mats,
surrounded by all the bowls and dishes he had licked clean during his second lunch.
After quite a few long, low and raspy burps, he heaved out a sigh.
Jirō had spent the whole day
inviting him to take part in exciting games and challenges of pure gluttony... He couldn't turn him down, just as he couldn't be more turned on right now. Since Tarō was gone to the village to buy food, he had barely left his room, only getting out of
bed when Jirō dragged him under the waterfall, every morning, for
a cold shower.
After
some physical exercises in their training room, without much effort on his part,
followed by a long moment of rest in the bathroom, Kazuō spent all his waking hours eating with a healthy appetite, or he let Jirō feed him and wrap him in hugs... The young man was still working around the house
and those meals kept them busy all day. Kazuō could hardly get a break! He was always full, but that exuberant, dumb blonde boy would appear before him at any time,
naked, dripping and glistening with sweat, carrying a large tray of food in each hand.
Kazuō felt numb, stuffed and hardly breathing, even after a long, well-deserved nap to let his stomach cool down and relax a
little.
Their supplies of meat and fish were almost gone. Jirō prepared such huge feasts, with plenty of rice, rich stew with stir-fried vegetables and noodles, vast omelets with herbs, mushroom and potatoes, so much ice-cream, so many fruits and pastries.
Always focused and ever so playful, the boyish cook insisted on the benefits of a really abundant and starchy diet, naturally rich in carbs and sweets, all drenched in sauce... He also set an example, eating with a voracious appetite, without the slightest hint of "good manners"!
Jirō
behaved like an incorrigible bad boy, greedy and sloppy, but he served his tall companion so
generously that the amounts of food he devoured looked modest, compared
to what Kazuō feasted on — day in, day out — with no restraint.
– "Are
you already working on our first dinner?"
– "Of
course."
Jirō kept coming and going to the kitchen, where he would
clean the dishes to overload them later with more food. At the mere thought of his next
feast, which would last long after the sun had set, Kazuō felt his
stomach quiver, groan and protest.
– "I've been eating way too much again, today..."
Jirō
didn't just cook tasty meals that could go on forever. He arranged
flowers and fruits in the tokonoma, and brought a third cushion by
the fireplace to make his friend more comfortable.
– "Tarō will be back soon. He must be so hungry!"
Tarō's
return was most welcome. Kazuō felt relieved. He wouldn't have to stuff
himself so much with both brothers around him... Jirō was a wet dream come true, and such a feisty, passionate lover. When night fell, it was almost
another young man that Kazuō got to hold in his arms... Jirō never
stopped teasing and pleasing him so much so that he felt dizzy all day — and
force-feeding him to his limit to fatten him up even better.
In just a few days alone with him, Kazuō may have piled on about as much weight as he had since the day Tarō had
found him in the forest... His belly had grown heavier and gently
rounded, much to the delight of his companion. After another long
sigh of contentment, he stood up and slowly stretched out his arms. Jirō
suggested that he take some time to rest in the bathroom.
– "You're
right, I'm still covered in sauce and crumbs..."
– "There's also beer foam in your beard!" Jirō whispered, covering his
neck and cheeks with sensual kisses and greedy licks.
– "Am
I really that dirty?" Kazuō protested, laughing.
– "It's all for the best!" The handsome boy cooed and hugged him tight. "You're only growing more and more... appetizing."
■ ■ ■
In the bathroom 一 sunset
Comfortably
seated in the pool, dimly lit with paper lanterns in thick, fragrant steam, with hot water up to his shoulders, Kazuō
was dozing off.
He heard Tarō calling out to his
brother from outside.
– "Tadaima
[ただいま,
"I'm back"]!"
Then he heard Jirō almost running to open the door and greet him.
Evidently, Tarō was returning laden
with provisions and victuals. After hearing them lay the heavy burden
in the kitchen, in the long silence that followed, Kazuō guessed
that the two brothers were embracing, repeating to each other that
the distance made them worry too much about each other and promising
to never be away for long.
He strained his ears to hear their
conversation better.
– "You're
all drenched in sweat!" laughed Jirō. "You must be
cold..."
– "And
you, you are all hot and covered with flour like a loaf."
– "You
must be so hungry!"
– "You
too, Jirō! But, tell me..."
Tarō's
voice grew louder, more impatient. Kazuō no longer had to hold his
breath to hear them clearly.
– "What
does that mean, Jirō? You haven't gained weight at all!"
– "Not
at all? Oh... a little, though."
– "Not
at all." Tarō had to feel his brother's stomach. Kazuō heard
what sounded like a loud slap. "You promised me you'd eat well
while I was away..."
– "Yes."
– "And
that you were going to gorge yourself with Kazuō..."
– "Yes."
– "Well,
then? I was expecting to find you a little rounder and a little
plumper, with a heavier weight. You've barely thickened a little, here and there... Nothing at all!"
– "Tarō..."
Considering his answers, Jirō had to look quite sheepish right now.
– "You
know what's in store for you, my poor Jirō... You have to go
out and catch us some nice fish. You're going to spend all night outside, half-naked in the cold water of the lake and the streams... You
won't last long if you don't maintain a good weight, and a good layer of fat!"
– "Yes,
Tarō."
– "And
I was hoping to train with a slightly bigger, heavier partner!"
– "Oh...
Don't worry about that."
– "What
do you mean?"
– "When
you see Kazuō, you'll thank me... You couldn't wish for a better
partner. Much bigger, heavier..." Jirō added
with a mischievous smile. "And delisciously fat!"
■ ■ ■
Inside
the house 一 misty
night
Tarō's impatience or anger at finding his brother almost the same as he had
left him, alone with Kazuō, turned into shared rejoicing when they joined him in the bathroom.
The evening meal was ready,
but Jirō spent a few more moments in the kitchen to add more food and season it with lots of sauces. When he sat down next to his companions, they shared the pleasure of
stuffing themselves or each other, generously, loudly and
eagerly — happy to be together and behave so bad...
Above all, Tarō had ordered Jirō
to help himself three or four times as much as usual, and to fill his
stomach quickly, as much as possible. Eager to do so, the young man found himself eating as
much as Kazuō, who always enjoyed himself with no apparent effort... Tarō kept an eye on the two of them, even as he ate his
share always so voraciously.
– "Come
on, Jirō! Eat faster... Eat!"
– "Hmmmph...
Hmmmph..."
– "And drink more beer... Bottoms up! Again!"
– "Hmmmph..."
– "You
really need to grouw thicker and rounder, my little Jirō..."
After
about forty bowls of rice, four huge potato and mushroom omelets,
twenty bowls of creamy broth and eight large mugs of beer, Jirō
could hardly swallow another bite. His stomach looked ready to
burst...
– "Another
mug of beer!" roared Tarō.
Already
quite tipsy, Jirō agreed and drank in long gulps, greedily.
– "BUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRP..."
Tarō seemed satisfied. He came closer to his brother.
– "Come
on, my little Jirō, let's move on to desserts... Eat!"
– "Hmmmph...
Hmmmph..."
– "Another
big doughnut... Again... Again!"
– "Hmmmph..."
– "A
few more bananas, now! Open wide..."
– "Hmmmph..."
– "That's
good, Jirō! One more effort... Swallow!"
– "Hmmmph..."
– "Another
beautiful pineapple fritter! You have to eat a lot, Jirō..."
– "Hmmmph...
Hmmmph..."
– "You
have to eat well and pack on weight!"
– "Hmmmph...
Hmmmph... Yes, Tarō. I need this."
– "And get fat!"
– "Hmmmph... Hmmmph... Yes, Tarō."
– "Stuff yourself, Jirō! Again..."
– "I
want to get fat... like Kazuō!"
■ ■ ■
Inside
the house 一 sunrise
When
he woke up, Kazuō felt himself gently held back by Tarō, who wanted
to hold him in his arms a bit longer... They had spent the night together in
his room.
– "Did
you sleep well?"
– "Thanks
to you..." Tarō replied. "I can go without a comfortable bed
for a few nights, but I won't be able to sleep without this big, soft cushion if you keep growing so well."
They
could hear Jirō sleeping and snoring, still drunk as he was lying by the
terrace after he was so heavily fed and force-fed unreasonable amounts of food. The dumb boy had to devour another dozen pastries and drink two
mugs of beer, then two larger mugs of chocolate milk, teased by his brother and Kazuō, finally falling asleep on a really full stomach.
– "My
poor little Jirō..." Tarō whispered. "I need to
take better care of him and his weight gain."
– "You
mean our little Jirō!" corrected Kazuō. "We
agree on this. Now, it's up to us to take care of him."
– "Yes,
Kazuō... What makes me happy is to see how well he took such good care of you
too!"
Tarō
caressed his companion's sides, so generously rounded.
– "Have
I gained that much weight?"
– "Not
yet... But you've put on some good weight, you've grown a hefty belly. You will keep growing larger and more imposing. I'm proud of you!"
Kazuō
sighed. He had made some good progress: Jirō would never neglect their physical exercises, every morning, which pushed him to stay strong, massive and thick... He was
noticeably taller than Tarō now, and his whole body had excellent muscle tone, harmoniously distributed.
However, Jirō was always there to feed him plenty of good food and stuff him with sweets, late at night, with all kinds of juices, milk and stronger drinks...
Kazuō had been pampered so much that he couldn't hide it.
– "I hardly had anything to do. Jirō is just... such a good cook!"
–
"I understand..." Tarō
smiled, stretching out his arms to grab and rub his belly. "And you
couldn't resist him."
Kazuō
blushed at the thought of Jirō's other irresistible qualities...
This beautiful blonde boy, so peaceful, kind and quiet, was like a cuddly kitten, a bit clumsy too, during the day — but one who suddenly turned into a wild, exuberant and insatiable tiger, all
night!
– "What
do you know, he's always been like that... Jirō can't hold back.
When he's done cleaning this place, there's not the shadow of a speck of dust left. When
he cooks for the two of us, there's enough food for eight... When he devotes himself
to a task, he gives himself six hundred percent, without restraint until he
falls down, exhausted. He doesn't know how
to count, you know, but when you love doing something..."
– "Yes,
who's counting?" Kazuō concluded, still quite flushed.
Tarō offered to serve him breakfast
in bed, without disturbing Jirō who was still asleep — and who needed some more time to digest. You could hear him snoring like a tiger after the hunt, sheltered somewhere in the jungle... Stretched out in
the sun on the tatami mats, his kimono largely untied and open, quite messy, he mumbled a few words in his sleep.
– "More...
food..."
It
was impossible to decide whether he was still hungry, begging to be fed or encouraging his companions to fill their
stomachs.
– "That's
how it is!" Tarō laughed. "But he's right. You have
to eat..."
– "How about him?"
– "Let him sleep for now, but don't worry. As soon as
he wakes up, I'm going to really force-feed him... like a goose!"
In
a matter of minutes, the room was filled with large dishes and bowls of pastries and sweets.
– "Is there something
wrong?" asked Tarō.
– "No..."
Kazuō hesitated, taking a doughnut in each hand. "I was just
thinking that you guys don't look very much alike."
– "Maybe so...
What about it?"
– "When you consider... I mean, he's your brother..."
– "Hai, boku
no otōto-chan [はい, 僕の弟ちゃん,
"Yes, my little brother"]."
Tarō
held back his laughter. On the contrary, he lowered his voice.
– "You're
right. As a matter of fact, Jirō is only my half-brother..."
– "Your
half-brother?"
– "Yes...
But he doesn't know it himself. My father was dead before he was
born... Our mother didn't need another man in her life, but she met someone. It was love at first sight! He came from a remote island up North. He was tall, strong, and quite blonde. When Jirō was born, I
was barely old enough to understand that he would be my little brother. Soon
after, our mother lost the man she wanted to rebuild her
life with. A few years later, she passed away... There was only me to keep Jirō safe, then I decided that I would always be there for him. That's how I really became his big brother."
– "I
understand..."
Kazuō
was embarrassed. He didn't want to look so indiscreet... Tarō didn't seem to mind. He was ready to share such secrets with him.
– "I
had no idea that you were orphans either."
– "That's
the way it is..." The handsome, dark-haired boy shrugged. "You can also understand how we've always been so
poor."
– "Yes. Jirō and you told me so, from the moment we met..."
– "Even
when we lived with our parents, we didn't live in a house and we didn't
have money. When they were gone, Jirō and I walked down the namidagawa [涙川,
"the river of tears"], with no one to help us."
Tarō
told him about their childhood... While
listening patiently, Kazuō devoured stir-fried potato omelets, rice,
roasted pineapple or mango fritters, and plums served in thick syrup pancakes.
– "I'd
rather not think about it anymore. It's better that way, but..."
The
loss of their mother had left the two boys distraught, especially since the
world around them was decidedly hostile.
As a teenager, Tarō must have
already been well-built, if not athletic — and
ready to fight at the slightest opportunity. They had nowhere else to go but they kept falling into trouble! They were never welcome anywhere, with people staring at them with anxious or angry looks, snarling rebukes, insults or threats.
In large towns and small villages alike, they weren't allowed to stay for the night... They never found anyone to offer them hospitality, not even a bowl of clear soup.
– "Or
we were invited to work for the day, but when we were done with our chores, they would throw us out!"
– "Was everyone so hard on you?"
– "Yes. Quite harsh when they took a look at Jirō..."
With
his blonde hair, blonde eyebrows, and green eyes, everyone called the younger brother a gaijin [外人,
foreigner] — with more hurtful words in store for him later. Children baited him and laughed at him. Peasants threw stones at them and chased them to the ends of their fields, beating them with their fists or
sticks.
In order to survive, Tarō and Jirō
had long been reduced to wandering around, following mountain paths into the woods, posing as monogurui
gaki [物狂い餓鬼,
"foolish children", young beggars who feigned madness to
collect alms].
– "They told
us 'Go get lost in the woods, if you can't find your way!' and we
were always thrown away, just like that."
As
the inhabitants of the villages and those of the countryside had
declared them "useless to the world and to society", they
had taken refuge higher and higher, to the top of the mountain, in
clearings farther and farther away from the fields and cultivated lands.
Having at last found a place they thought favourable for building first a hut then a shelter, where the stream fell into a small lake,
between the trees and the rocky slope, they had built their hermitage
with their own hands, adding one room after another over the years...
Kazuō could hardly imagine what it
had cost them in terms of effort, patience and willpower, to
establish themselves in this way. With its bedrooms and kitchen,
its large living room where they took their meals, the gym and the
bathroom, the plank path that bordered the terraced lake, from the
deck overlooking the entrance of the house to the waterfall at the
other end of the building, the silky tatami floors and the whole
network of hot or cold water, the brothers had built a remarkable residence, a pavilion of
pleasure worthy of the most noble lords of a bygone age.
How much time had they devoted to
this work? Kazuō couldn't say. It was painful enough for him to
imagine how much they had suffered from the cold and hunger, insults, beatings and loneliness.
– "We are lucky to feel at home, with this roof over our heads now."
– "You've
earned it. And I agree, you don't want for anything here."
–
"You could also say that the most important stuff is missing..."
– "What
do you mean?"
– "We're
always hungry, for starters."
Kazuō blushed, his mouth still full.
– "Now that you mention it..."
– "Jirō must be hungry. I want to grow stronger, much stronger, and win some wrestling tournaments. It's not the same for him..."
– "How so?"
– "When
we were children, Jirō considered himself too short, too puny... and too skinny! He envied the children of rich peasants, so lazy, so spoiled and chubby! He had to fight against them too, more often than not. I couldn't always be there
to protect him. He could always defend himself, but it left a mark. Deep down, he's
only been dreaming about the same thing: to grow bigger, thicker, and above all... fatter!"
– "Really... big and fat?"
– "Yes, really large and chunky! That's his only ambition in life."
Jirō
turned to face them, still lying down, about to wake up. As their eyes met, Kazuō felt satisfied and satiated, somehow... A fuzzy feeling of well-being, so intense and so deep, took possession of him.
– "Don't
you think I've already overeaten... way too much?"
– "...Overeaten?"
Tarō looked at him in amazement. He
didn't understand that word.
– "What
does it mean, overeating?"
– "Well..."
– "Don't
worry about it, Kazuō... You can eat and eat, as much as you want. When Jirō joins us, his first thought will be to feed you well, then he'll prepare a hearty meal for him."
– "I know... That's how he always cooks."
Kazuō heard the younger brother get up and take a few heavy steps
towards their room. Instead of telling them that he was hungry, as anyone would expect him to say, Jirō greeted them with both hands on his tummy.
– "Hello...
Well! Last night didn't make me grow much thicker. I should be fat and round already... I hope you're hungry, big fellas? I'll get a tall stack of pancakes ready for you, with glazed fruits and ice-cream."
Tarō
was smiling, winking and handing the last doughnut to his friend, who
was still slumped on the cushions and blankets. Kazuō kept thinking about
their rough and lonely lifestyle. You couldn't appreciate those boys without knowing them, but you couldn't know them
without falling in love with those bad boys...
– "Another
doughnut? After all the pastries I've eaten?"
– "Yes...
and think about what you're going to eat, in a moment!"
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "Enjoy,
and don't worry about anything."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
– "See?
I'm still worried about Jirō. Especially when I have to leave him
alone. Even when he stays with you, I'm still scared... that he
doesn't pack on enough weight!
■ ■ ■
In
the house 一 morning
light through heat mist
For a few days, Tarō imposed a more
consistent and abundant diet on his brother. Obviously, and despite
his efforts to eat well, his lunches and dinners were not enough to
make him grow fatter. Every morning, when their morning meals were ready, before their shower and warm-ups in the training room, Jirō was forced to devour a
first, very filling breakfast, washed down with whole milk... Tarō had
brought back large vats of milk, especially for him.
The handsome blonde boy was always a bit dizzy,
and he was struggling against sleep rather than his companions, in a fight. Kazuō was not
forgotten in this rich diet, where breakfast had taken such an important
place... He was just so well fed as Jirō, as soon as they woke up! Under such circumstances, Tarō encountered little resistance in their exercices and fights.
At the end of their last late night meal, he
would sit behind his brother and force him to eat
more and more...
– "Eat,
Jirō! You won't grow any bigger if you don't stuff your stomach."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
–
"More dried apricots and whipped cream! More... More..."
–
"Hmmmph..."
–
"And another big mango fritter... Enjoy."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
– "More
milk! Hurry up a little, and drink!"
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "That's
good, my little Jirō! Open wide..."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
– "Again!
You have to eat a lot... I want to see you thick with bacon."
Kazuō was puzzled by Tarō's
insistence, at first, but he had come to understand his impatience...
When they had finally finished their meal, late at night, Jirō almost fell down, exhausted — with
his mouth full and his stomach packed so tight, so round that they could believe he was going to burst. When he woke up in the morning, he barely seemed to have gained any weight...
In fact, Jirō appeared more massive
and thicker, but with more muscle meat in his arms and
thighs, his pecs and butt. Naturally burly, he only
looked clumsy and more enduring than ever... It was enough for Tarō
to take him in his arms, for some time, eager to comfort his
little brother.
– "That's
good, you've put on some healthy weight."
–
"Not good... I'm not
plump enough. You really have to fatten me up!"
Jirō felt even more frustrated than
his brother, as he squeezed his belly.
– "Why
don't I sport a round, soft and heavy belly already?"
– "You need to eat something
more than fruits, cake and ice-cream."
– "Yes...
I'm still ready to spend a few nights outside, so I'm going to
catch some nice fish, big and fatty fish! I'll bring back enough for the three of us, fry them
and prepare large meals with plenty of sauce... so we can grow fatter!"
–
"There you go... You'll do fine. I'm counting on you."
Tarō placed a kiss on his forehead. "Come back soon! Kazuō is
counting on you, too."
On the doorstep, Jirō
embraced his brother and Kazuō, as he would be gone for some time. He whispered mischievously in his ear.
– "I
wish I could grow a big belly like yours..."
■ ■ ■
In
front of the house 一 in
the evening, stormy sky
Jirō was probably more skilful or
agile than he looked... When he returned, four days later, he carried
so many wicker baskets on his back, filled with beautiful fish from
ponds and rivers, that there was enough to feed his companions and
feast for a few days. In his absence, Tarō and Kazuō had
trained as they had become accustomed — starting
very early with warm-ups, then encouraging each other in wrestling. Then they ate huge, basic but tasty meals, and they kept their hand-to-hand combat on, even in bed, with all kinds of desserts...
As
promised, Jirō had set to work immediately. His return was
celebrated with a really large feast, that same evening. Tarō insisted
that he keep gobbling fried fish, shrimp and stir-fried noodles, and drink large amounts of beer. Jirō had to stuff himself and drink until he dozed off... Kazuō thought that, perhaps, Tarō was
encouraging his brother to drink so much so that he could enjoy
the last hours of the night alone with him. It made him blush, but he didn't mind if that was true.
–
"BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP..."
–
"More beer, Jirō! And
more fish!"
–
"Hmmmph..."
–
"Eat, eat, eat! We're finally
going to fatten you up..."
Eager to grow,
Jirō kept gorging himself on all kinds of food... Meanwhile, Kazuō
had barely noticed that he had just finished his sixth platter of sushis with another big bowl of stir-fried noodles! He stuffed himself so effortlessly. In the morning, Tarō announced that he
would be absent for three or four days. He pointed out that the Fall was beginning to paint the foliage around the house in shades or red and gold.
It was essential, in his opinion, to bring back more
provisions — always more, again
and again! Kazuō had time to take a good look at him.
He understood him better now, and his compulsive need to hoard food in
their pantry. It all came down to his fear of running out, which had never left them since
they were children... Jirō was strong enough, and well-fed, but that fear remained deeply rooted and their old impulse was still there. Both massive and athletic, Tarō
and Jirō encouraged each other — one the one hand, to grow strong and imposing — on the other hand, to grow extra-large and chubby.
Jirō was
the more practical not-so-little brother, the more peaceful one, with complete
confidence in Tarō's physical abilities. For the latter, however,
the mere thought that Jirō could lose weight was unbearable... He felt anxious for real, and there was nothing to laugh about
it. Even though he was fed in abundance, even if he was force-fed to
the point of fainting, this handsome, blond boy, so simple, carefree
and clumsy, was still his "little brother". And he must be hungry.
– "I'll
come back with a lot of good things for you and Kazuō."
– "Come
back to us safe, and soon..." Jirō kissed him.
– "Don't
worry. When I'm back, you're going to eat... so much!"
– "Yes, Tarō."
– "You're
hungry!"
– "So hungry!"
The two brothers laughed out loud, hugging each other.
– "I'm
hungry, and I want a big, round belly like Kazuō's!"
■ ■ ■
In the
house 一 warm
and sunny morning
Tarō's absence meant that the other boys started misbehaving again, on their own terms.
– "Feeding time, Kazuō! Time to eat, and let me have my revenge."
– "What revenge?"
– "Tarō's had every opportunity to take care of you, as he takes care of
everything. Now, it's my turn to treat you!"
Their daily activities had taken a
new turn, according to the program established by Jirō: after the
shower and the physical exercises in the morning, followed by a long
hot bath, wrestling was replaced by greedy and cuddly games... There
was no longer any question of food: Kazuō was stuffed until he couldn't grab another bite! He was awakened from his nap as
soon as his stomach growled, under the gentle rubs of his
companion. Unlike his brother, Jirō had no discipline. He stuffed
himself so carelessly that he could still help himself to a bowl of
fried fish and soup with rice, after a plate of pastries. Heavily sated, he drank a large mug of beer. He hoped he had fulfilled his
promise to Tarō, by filling his belly, and he devoted himself
entirely to Kazuō as soon as he awoke.
– "Come on, big boy! Get up. That's enough sleep for this morning... You must be hungry."
– "Yes, Jirō..."
Kazuō sighed as he followed him
under the waterfall, gently led by the hand. There was no hurry. For a
serious boy like Tarō, showering was an important part of the day,
before training and wrestling... Jirō was the real bad boy in the family, much
naughtier than his big brother — and
incorrigible. Kazuō felt like he was swept up in a whirlwind...
– "Kazuō,
you make me so hungry..." I can't wait to feed you again, and again! When your belly is full and ready to burst, I know I'll be in for
a treat... Then I want you to enjoy yourself even more!"
– "Jirō..."
For several days and nights, the two
young men did nothing but have harmless fun together, eat and
drink in unreasonable amounts, go for so many sensual games and
share intimate moments of such intensity that the darkest hours of the night were illuminated, so much so that they gorged each other and played with more than fire... Kazuō could barely catch his breath, sometimes, when
Jirō purred like a tiger cub ready to pounce at any moment. Tarō had compared Kazuō to a talking and walking "big, soft cushion". His brother was like perpetual fireworks, with his green eyes
always sparkling with desire, like onibi [鬼火,
will-o'-the-wisps] at the top of the mountain — of
his whole body, well-built and thick, mounted on his powerful thighs
and his good, growing belly.
Jirō was a generous, gentle and cuddly lover, so exuberant that Kazuō felt dizzy. He may go through such a journey, in one night, from the volcanic depths of the earth
to the highest, fluffiest clouds in the sky, experiencing the
delights of all the torrents and all the forests — ready
to burst, like an overfilled wineskin, as if he had drunk all
the oceans in the wolrd in a single gulp... Jirō was just irresistible. Kazuō didn't know what to do, at this point.
He had to let himself go with the flow. How could he resist when his companion only thought about pleasing him so much? The one question he asked him, late at
night, was all the more suprising.
– "Kazuō,
tell me... Are you happy with us?"
– "Happy?"
– "Yes...
Are you happy? I don't know... satisfied?"
Jirō didn't ask him if he was happy
"with him". After all the good time they'd just had
together, there really no room for doubt.
– "Of
course, I'm happy. More than satisfied, More than just happy... I'm happy with Tarō and you."
The handsome blonde boy wrapped his arms around his belly.
– "I'm
happy with you too."
– "Jirō..."
– "Then
I hope you won't leave. We talked about it, with Tarō. He told me
to take care of you while he brought food back home for us, but he won't mind me telling you that we would be sad to let you go, even if you want to go home."
–
"Go home? You mean... Home?"
Kazuō thought so little about his old apartment that
he couldn't even give his address to a taxi driver, or find his way back in the streets...
How long was it that he got lost in the woods? He had no idea,
but he had no intention of going back to his old life! No doubt, Tarō
and Jirō assumed that he was well-off, living inside a comfortable house, wearing nice clothes — eating better food? That last suggestion was ridiculous...
– "Don't
worry, Jirō... I won't leave you. Besides..." He saw that the handsome boy who hugged him so tight was genuinely worried. "I'm way too big to go back home. I'm like... supersized now."
– "What
does it mean... supersized?"
– "I must have outgrown my old apartment, that's all. I wasn't such a large guy, before I met you."
Kazuō kept Jirō entertained like a child, as he described the kind of minuscule den he used to live in, such a narrow and tiny burrow, where hardly a rabbit or a fox couldn't build their home... The young man's laughter was so
spontaneous and so comforting that it called for more pillow talk, especially as he kept rubbing his belly in long circles.
– "All in all, I feel a bit... roly-poly."
–
"Roly-poly? What's that?"
– "Don't
you think I am... too lardy? Too chubby, maybe?"
Jirō looked at him as if he didn't
understand. Kazuō had read that same look in Tarō's eyes, when he
suggested that he had "eaten too much". Right then, the two boys truly looked like brothers, dumbstruck and clueless. The very idea
of excess must be so totally unknown to them... For a dumb blonde beast like
Jirō, it was a no-brainer.
– "You've
grown rounder, that's true... You've put on some weight... You should be proud!"
–
"I don't know about 'proud', but
I feel quite... fat."
– "Of course, you're fat. You must feel nicely full, and fat!" Jirō purred.
– "It's only because you feed me well, and I eat a lot. In the city where I lived,
I would have been told to eat less. Much, much less!"
–
"Eat less? But why?"
– "I
don't know. To make me lose weight, for sure."
– "But... Kazuō, who would be so cruel to make you lose weight?"
Kazuō didn't exepect his friend' reaction... He could see tears glistening in the corners of his eyes, and he felt
him shuddering with indignation, almost with anger.
– "I
don't know, Jirō... That's what they would have told me."
– "Is this the kind of people you lived with?"
Kazuō suddenly felt the way Jirō must have felt for him for some time. Almost sitting on
top of him, the handsome boy held him firmly by the shoulders,
with a grip that could crush a young tree trunk. He was limber enough to bend over until their lips almost touched.
– "You're definitely not going to leave us now, Kazuō! I won't let you. I don't want you to leave..."
– "I won't leave you. I promise."
– "I
don't want you to be unhappy ever again. Or skinny..."
– "No,
Jirō."
–
"I want you to enjoy everything
you do..."
– "Yes,
Jirō."
–
"And everything you eat!"
– "Yes,
Jirō..."
Much to his surprise, Kazuō saw his
companion burst into tears, hug his chest and belly so tight, covering
him with passionate kisses.
– "Ai
shiteru [愛してる,
"I love you"]!"
– "I love you too, Jirō..."
For a long time they remained
inextricably entangled.
– "Kazuō..."
The young man looked him straight in the eyes, still panting, his heart
pounding like a bass drum. "You will never go hungry. Not anymore! I want to satisfy all
your appetites. I'm going to feed you, force-feed you and fatten
you up... I want you to grow and thrive!"
– "Yes,
Jirō. Feed me. Give me more to eat..."
– "I'm
going to stuff you, Kazuō."
– "Please do,
Jirō. As for me... I'm going to grow even bigger!"
– "Your appetite will grow larger, but you'll never be hungry..."
– "No,
Jirō."
–
"Maybe you can tell to us what
you mean, when you say you've eaten 'too much', or when you think you've gained 'a lot' of weight..."
The handsome boy felt a bit better, cooling down as Kazuō swore that he would eat all the food he would be served, but he couldn't
help acting like a bad boy. Even his gentle belly rubs burned like wild fire.
– "Don't
you think I've already gained a lot of weight?"
– "Nuh huh... No,
Kazuō."
–
"You still want to fatten me
a lot?"
– "Of course, Kazuō..." Jirō was smiling, but he wasn't laughing. "If your weight had doubled, or the size of your belly, maybe? It would be easier for Tarō and me to get a fair share. See ? no jealousy between us."
The look he shot at him, as he finished
his sentence, was so hot that Kazuō melted on the spot, like a doll or an idol carved in butter...
– "Yes,
Jirō... No jealousy."
The
night was getting hotter and steamier than ever.
– "Good. I'm glad that you're staying with us, Kazuō."
– "Me
too, Jirō..."
– "Tarō
will be no less satisfied to keep you as a partner."
– "As
a partner?"
– "Yes,
in the training room, in his fighting practice..."
– "That's
right. I guess I'm his partner, if you like..."
Kazuō mused on, still fiercely embraced
by Jirō.
– "How about you... What should I be?"
– "For
me?"
– "Yes,
Jirō. For you... What do you say?"
– "I
don't know. It's true that I don't follow you when you fight..."
– "Should
we say I'm your friend?"
Jirō looked at him most mischievously.
– "Boku
no tomodachi [僕の友だち,
"my friend" or "buddy"]?"
– "Yes..."
– "You
know, I didn't really have friends when I was a kid... I did my best to stay out of the way. I was such a brat, mean like a stray cat."
After what Tarō had told him, Kazuō knew what they were up against.
– "Would
you like something else?"
– "Yup!"
Jirō's smile became irresistibly naughty again. "Kazuō... You're much more than a buddy!"
– "Okay...
Jirō?"
– "You
are my prey..."
■ ■ ■
On the
terrace, in front of the house 一 sunset
Tarō returned with his arms
laden with baskets, carrying large wooden crates on his back, all so heavy with food. His brother was there to greet him and help him store
everything in their pantry.
– "Well, well... It looks like you've finally put on a little weight?"
– "Yes,
Tarō."
Jirō let him feel his stomach with both hands.
– "It's
still far from enough, but my weight is on the rise again."
– "I bet you had to eat a lot to get there."
– "Oh!
yes..."
– "That's
good. Keep stuffing yourself!"
Tarō hugged him tenderly.
– "You
must be so hungry, too..."
– "Yes... I'm hungry!"
– "I'm
going to serve you a good meal. Everything is ready in the
kitchen."
– "And where is Kazuō?"
– "In
the bathroom."
– "At
this hour? What is he doing in there?"
– "Kazuō?
He's sleeping..."
– "How is he still asleep?"
– "Well, he's... He's exhausted."
– "You didn't let him rest, not for a moment?"
Jirō winked at his brother.
– "Maybe for a moment, every now and then... I should also tell
you, he's still pretty full right now..."
– "Oh..."
A wispy cloud spread across the
hallway, from the bathroom.
– "BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP!"
With a big smile, Tarō joined his
wrestling partner in the water.
– "I'm
glad to see that Jirō has been taking good care of you!"
– "Yes..."
Kazuō replied with a yawn, still a little sleepy.
– "You
have to stuff yourself again, stuff yourself silly so you keep growing."
– "I am growing... Jirō feeds me so well, so much..."
With the help of his two companions,
who supported him and rubbed him with their sponges, wrapping him
in a large kimono, Kazuō emerged from the bathtub. After a few steps,
he sat down in the great hall, where a hearty and appetizing meal
awaited them. He felt heavy, sprawled against big, comfortable
cushions.
– "Jirō always feeds me so well..."
–
"It looks like you're enjoying yourself!"
– "He's really fattening me up. And me... I'm growing obese."
Kazuō felt wrapped in hugs, kisses and hungry looks... Jirō served him again and again. He encouraged
him to stuff himself, just as he kept gobbling down massive amounts of food. Under the waterfall, in the
wrestling room or around the fireplace, Tarō was just so cuddly and attentive as his brother, and the
day went by. When night settled
around the house, clear and limpid, they were barely at desserts.
– "Kazuō?"
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "We're
going to have to leave you alone for the night tomorrow night."
–
"Hmmmph... Why?"
– "It's
a full moon night..." Tarō explained.
– "Yes,
indeed."
– "On
such a night, Jirō and I will hunt."
This was not the first time when Kazuō slept alone in the house. He had almost forgotten about it, already... Nights spent with Tarō or Jirō were infinitely more
memorable.
– "Yes,
I hope we can kill a wild boar. For some time now, I've been hearing
beasts prowling around. He must be a handsome male, well fleshed, and
who does not move alone... That would be a nice catch. We need meat!" Tarō insisted. "We need meat, tasty red meat..."
For a few more days, Kazuō stuffed himself, lounging on the blankets and cushions that Jirō kept clean. His bedroom was so comfortable, with the summer
breeze going through the trees and over the waters of the lake. It was so peaceful, he always dozed off when his belly was full.
Tarō was still making black tea for
him and Jirō... In the evening the two brothers came out of the
house, lightly clad and armed for the wild boar hunt. They kissed
their companion before crossing the bridge into the woods.
– "Oyasuminasai [おやすみなさい,
"Good night"] Kazuō."
■ ■ ■
In the
bedroom 一 full
moon
The wind was dying away. The moonlight made the walls feel thin or frail, almost shimmering... Kazuō couldn't sleep, as he wished for more gentle rubs on his belly or a few whispered, tender and naughty words.
He lacked the weight of being by his
side, the softness of a warm breath on his chest, the light sweat and
the scent of hair that sometimes rested to the base of his neck.
In the silence of the night, Kazuō
could only make out rumors in the forest foliage, instead of Tarō's
deep breathing or Jirō's wild purring.
It seemed to him that he heard the
cries of beasts, the movements of branches caught in some fantastic
race, the grunts of pigs and the howls of wolves, very lively,
voluntary, and violent.
All this tumult was far away, but
Kazuō felt a kind of terror from it. When the first rays of the sun
came to color the room with a soft, coppery light, he finally felt
better and fell asleep.
■ ■ ■
In
the house 一 morning
rain
Kazuō turned to take a look at the door. He was still lying comfortably, deliciously caressed by a
breath of wind, in the drowsy silence of that sunny morning... He
felt so heavy and satiated that everything around him seemed
transparent, distant, and light — as
if an abyss had opened between the dark foliage of the trees, the
shimmering lake, and the little house firmly established on the side
of the rock.
His night terrors were gone... The
weather was clear. Quite early in the morning, Tarō and Jirō were
already back.
The two brothers were a sorry sight.
Covered in mud, grass, and leaves, soaked to the bone, cold and
shivering, they looked sorry to find themselves without game or even
weapons to take home.
– "What
happened to you?"
–
"Just a bad night..." Jirō
said, sadly.
– "Didn't
you find the boar you saw?"
– "Ah,
for that! we found it..." Tarō replied angrily. "And we've
seen it... We couldn't ignore it. What a beast! a real monster!"
– "A
monster?"
– "You
couldn't describe it any other way. It was indeed a wild boar, but of
such enormous size that we would never have believed it if we had
been warned. And yet, we had guessed one thing..."
– "What?"
– "He
didn't move alone. There were three wild boars."
– "All
equally huge?"
– "More
or less, but the biggest one was really monstrous."
– "And
Tarō was right in thinking it was a fat pig."
– "Monstrously
fat! But hard to fight..."
– "We
couldn't capture him, we couldn't shoot him."
Furious and discouraged, Tarō was
enveloped in steam, so much sweat ran down his burning forehead, neck
and shoulders, cool as rainwater.
– "And
we had to bring back some meat for our stew!"
– "We'll
be hunting again, soon..." Jirō suggested.
– "Yes,
but if these wild boars go farther into the valleys or hills, it will
be too late!"
– "Maybe
they'll stay in these woods."
– "Perhaps..."
Tarō whispered between his teeth. "Such beautiful wild boars,
good big pigs, very fat... All that good meat!"
– "Yes,
Tarō."
Jirō hugged his brother gently,
trying to wipe away his tears. On occasion, it could be as comforting
and soothing as it could not help provoking desire and appetite...
– "The
edge of the knife also hurts the hand that holds it. It's wrong to
hunt and fish so much... but we are hungry."
– "Yes...
I'm hungry, you're hungry... And you need to get bigger!"
– "Yes,
Tarō."
Kazuō
felt troubled to see them so unhappy. Still embracing, the two
brothers turned to him, smiling, sad and resigned, but still
mischievous.
– "And
you too, Kazuō, you need to get fat!"
– "Oh!
yes, really... We need red meat."
■ ■ ■
In the
house 一 sunset
For a few days, Tarō still
expressed frustration and anger at the thought of this disastrous
hunt. His brother did everything he could to distract him and put him
in a good mood.
To keep their meals tasty and
nourishing, he went out again to catch fine fish. It wasn't enough to
soothe Tarō, but Jirō had one last way at his disposal, by letting
him force-feed him every night, in a rather forced way, perhaps just
to make his brother feel better before sleeping.
– "Come
on, my little Jirō, more fried fish... Eat!"
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
–
"More rice... Again, again!
Lots of rice..."
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "And
a ripe banana, now... Another..."
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "That's
good, Jirō! One more effort... Open wide!"
–
"Hmmmph..."
–
"And a nice big pineapple
fritter! Eat, Jirō..."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
– "You
have to eat, or you'll end up losing weight!"
Despite all this effort and
goodwill, Tarō was not happy. Kazuō couldn't prove him wrong: Jirō
set an example by letting himself be force-fed after drinking and
eating well, he was nicely plump and his belly was nice round — but
he was no longer growing fatter, or hardly growing at all...
– "Eat,
Jirō... You have to eat!"
–
"Hmmmph..."
Nothing helped. Feeding Jirō was
like adding fuel to the fire...
Kazuō understood why the poor boy
had such a hard time getting fat. Tarō practiced wrestling at a very
respectable level, but his brother always accompanied him in warm-ups
and exercises, and he often carried heavier loads than he did.
Above all, while Tarō and Kazuō
were fighting forty fights in a row, he worked tirelessly and spared
no effort, both in the kitchens and throughout the house.
It was no wonder to find him so
heavily muscled, so well-built, and so thick. His appetite was also
justified by all his activities.
However, Jirō must have retained
the same anxieties as his brother, the same hauntings, and the same
fear of running out of food since they were little.
In his case, this translated into a
need, deeply rooted in him, to feed others before feeding himself...
It was a real reflex. Kazuō hadn't noticed it right away: even when
he showed him how to stuff himself without restraint, Jirō only
threw himself at the part of the meal that he thought, rightly and
with an unerring glance, that he and Tarō would not eat.
He wouldn't have deprived his big
brother of the food he needed for anything in the world. Tarō had to
gain weight, too! For Kazuō, he was certainly willing to sacrifice
himself so that he could still force-feed and fatten him... He just
did it and didn't talk about it.
When they spent the night together,
while Tarō was out into the forest to set traps, preparing for their
next hunt, Jirō would feast Kazuō so generously that his belly
would moan and growl in protest...
– "Another
good pineapple fritter..."
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "Enjoy,
my beautiful Kazuō..."
– "Hmmmph,
Jirō... I can't take it anymore! My belly is so full you're going to
pop it. All I did was eat, all day..."
– "You
did well..." Jirō purred as he stroked his belly.
–
"Hmmmph..."
–
"One more effort... A good
slice of cream cake?"
– "I
don't know if I can swallow a bite yet..."
–
"Open wide!"
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
–
"That's good... You've got to
eat, Kazuō."
– "Really,
I can't swallow anything or my stomach will burst!"
Jirō snuggled up to him, supple as
a big cat, and caressed his belly with one hand, suddenly biting into
the slice of cake he offered him.
– "Do
me a favor, Kazuō... Eat a little more."
Hearing him sigh, Jirō lay on top
of Kazuō holding his shoulders in his hands, and brought his lips to
his face with the slice of cake he was holding between his teeth.
Immediately, Kazuō opened his mouth and swallowed greedily, without
thinking... His mouthful ended with the greediest of kisses.
– "You
didn't think I was going to eat your piece of cake..."
– "You
could have eaten it, really."
–
"It's in feasting you that I
feast myself." Jirō's eyes sparkled in the dark. "And
then, Tarō force-fed me like a real pig tonight... I feel very full
and heavy!"
Kazuō didn't hesitate to feel his
pleasantly nourished flanks, his well-muscled and plump buttocks, and
his vigorous thighs.
– "Yes,
you are really... well in the flesh, Jirō!"
The
handsome blond boy, so sensitive to the slightest compliment, took
him in his arms to satiate him definitively with kisses.
– "Do
me a favor, Kazuō..." You're going to eat well."
– "Anything
you want!"
–
"You're going to get bigger,
bigger..."
– "As
much as you want!"
Jirō
wasn't far from purring. Kazuō smiled.
– "You
really want me to get fat... like a pig!"
– "Of
course. After all..." Jirō whispered. "You are my prey."
– "I'm
your prey..."
– "And
I want you to be well in the flesh... fat!"
■ ■ ■
On
the terrace, in front of the lake 一 moonlight
Jirō drank too much beer... His
happy nature, however, put him in the best disposition, when he was
drunk, to make him the most entertaining and playful of companions.
At the end of the meal, even when he was trying to gorge himself on
bananas, Tarō and Kazuō would encourage him to drink two or three
more large pints, and to improvise a funny poem in front of them.
– "I
couldn't sing you a proper tatohé uta [たとへ歌,
"picture song or poem"] tonight..." Jirō protested
modestly, still drinking, in long draughts. "I don't have a
knack for offering you pretty things. I'm really too rough, too
rough, and I feel so heavy right now! I don't know why."
No sooner had he finished his
sentence than he burped heavily.
– "BUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP
!"
His companions burst out laughing.
– "Too
heavy to sing, you say? Wonder why..."
Tarō teased him, sitting next to
him, then he gently kicked him to make him lean and roll to the side.
–
"So you're going to dance...
Dance, my plump little Jirō!"
The handsome blond young man stood
up, smiling, a little dazed.
– "Dancing?
Okay, I'd love to!"
Leaving his kimono in its place,
behind him, Jirō took a few steps onto the balcony. He was quite
intoxicated, almost entirely naked — and
disarmingly charming... His gestures lacked elegance or refinement,
but his feet rested with natural grace on the wooden slats, making
them vibrate or resonate under his weight, and he was supple enough
to launch into an astonishing sarugaku [猿楽,
"monkey music", a parade from the ancient Japanese popular
comedy]. Bouncing and dancing, he would sometimes strike a pose for
brief moments of rest and catch his breath. Without being careful,
these attitudes highlighted his whole body in an almost fantastic,
supernatural way... Kazuō, shuddering with desire, was fascinated.
–
"I know what I could do... What
if I told you a tale?"
–
"A fairy tale?"
–
"A kaidan [怪談,
a Japanese horror story or ghost tale]?"
Kazuō turned to Tarō, looking at
him questioningly.
– "Jirō
loves tales that make you shudder and shudder with fear..."
Winking in Kazuō's direction, Tarō
invited his younger brother to get in shape... He placed himself on
the edge of the balcony to accompany him in his dance story.
– "What
a pity we don't have a taiko [太鼓, large drum]!"
–
"No big deal..." Jirō
replied, thumping his stomach loudly, with both hands. "I'll
mark the rhythm on this big, tight drum!"
The two brothers laughed out loud.
Instead, Tarō proposed regular beats, his palms, thumbs and fists on
the threshold to better fit a long story... Jirō got down on his
knees to concentrate. After a moment's silence, he began to tell the
story in a deep, warm, bewitching voice, with the utmost seriousness.
– "Mukashi
mukashi [昔,
"Once upon a time"]..."
With remarkable storytelling skills,
Jirō conjured up for Kazuō the story of the young Aoyagi [青柳,
an ancient name meaning "green willow"].
A
long time ago — at
a time when ghosts, demons and sorcerous animals still haunted the
mountains and plains — a
young samurai girl came, accompanied by her parents, to take
possession of a large house in an elegant and prosperous
neighborhood.
She was so beautiful that all the young men who saw her
from the street, as they walked around her little garden, fell in
love with her.
Soon, dozens of young men from good families assaulted
his parents to express their intention to marry the beautiful
Aoyagi... According to custom, the decision of a bridegroom for the
girl to marry was theirs, but the father and mother showed such
attachment to their child that they let all these suitors know that
she would remain free to choose her future husband.
Those who wished
to obtain her favor were permitted to court her. Thus, many young men
presented themselves and were ushered into the house — surrounded
by respect, while at the same time requiring them to keep at some
respectful distance...
All these young men one courted her, undeterred, with
immense bouquets of flowers and beautiful fireworks, sweet serenades
composed in her honor, sumptuous gifts, or promises of a love that
would continue uncorrupted into their future lives.
With so many eager suitors, Aoyagi responded calmly and charmed them with her
deep, clear eyes, her fine smile and her delicate gestures. She
always gave them some hope of conquering her, but she imposed strange
conditions on them.
Each of those suitors had to go through three
trials on his word of honor as a samurai to show her his true worth,
and in order to prove his love — they
were forbidden to reveal to anyone the nature of these trials... All
agreed to these conditions.
However, after being put to the test for
the first time, many of them failed or gave up hope of seducing
Aoyagi. For those who had submitted to the second test, they were no
longer to be seen... Almost always, they left the city to visit
relatives or friends in the countryside. Finally, the few young men
who had successfully participated in the first two events also fled
without return, but with a disturbing rumour spreading. Certainly,
they must have been terrorized, but only vague insinuations could be
obtained from their relatives, to which were added the bitter
complaints and recriminations of their families...
Those who knew
nothing of the mystery surrounding Aoyagi whispered that the
beautiful maiden was a kitsune otome [狐乙女, a "fox maiden"] who concealed a demon's heart, monstrously
cruel, under such a pure and charming appearance.
When all the men of
high rank and of the most prominent or wealthy families had deserted
the house of Aoyagi and his parents, a young sailor entered the
harbor and walked a few streets into the city... The residents of the
neighborhood watched him out of the corner of their eyes. It was not
lacking in allure. He seemed brave, loyal, and well-mannered — but
all his earthly possessions fit in the bag he carried on his
back, which caused a few sharp smiles and many smirks to raise
eyebrows in his wake.
He only had to walk along
Aoyagi's garden to see her and forget about going back to his
ship... He had never heard a word about her, in his long-distance travels, but he
only had to see her to fall in love — deeply, madly, passionately... He was already thinking of nothing else but her. He kept coming back and forth, singing her name or whispering it as in a dream. After a short while, he boldly introduced himself and he was received by
Aoyagi's parents.
This young man's name was Saburō Fukakusa [深草三郎,
Saburō is traditional for the "third son" in the family]. He had
just turned nineteen. He looked poor, and plagued with bad luck. Still, the
people in charge of Aoyagi's home gave him a warm welcome, and he was told that the girl was not insensible to his charm, when she had seen his
beautiful deep blue eyes.
In the evening, Aoyagi showed up and brought him
a hearty meal of hospitality. She served him admirably, and she told him
that she would be glad to see him again. Saburō had never been
happier, and his joy was not dispelled when she made him take the
same oath as all the previous suitors. He consented, and she declared
that he would have to undergo three trials, and come out victorious
in order to conquer her.
– "The
first trial!" Tarō announced, clapping with both
hands on the threshold of the balcony, while Jirō kept dancing, then he struck a pose and resumed his story.
Saburō
was invited to show himself carrying the yoke on his back, with
two large buckets, like a water-carrier... The oldest servant in the
house ordered him to follow them into the riding school where the
horses were exercising or parading, held in bridle. All day long, he
helped the grooms in their domestic duties. He had to bring water and brush, refresh and cork the horses.
In the evening, the
old servant called Saburō and ordered him to stand on the stool of
the family cart. "Easily done!" He thought, although the young man could only put one foot down at a time to
keep his balance. It was not so simple, since he always had to carry
his yoke and buckets. When he had placed himself on top of the
chariot, the servants filled them to the brim with water.
The servants told Saburō that he would have to spend three times
thirty-three nights standing like this, without a drop of water being spilled.
He was free to rest or sleep in the morning... If he did well, he would be received by his beloved Aoyagi.
From that point on, whether it was in a shower or a squall, or even on the
darkest nights, he kept vigil standing on his ladder. Every morning,
at dawn, the servants came to relieve him of his painful burden. The
poor young man was fainting, exhausted.
However, Saburō was
determined to win. He didn't let a drop of water fall in
the sand of the merry-go-round... Even when it was raining all night and one couldn't be so sure about the outcome, his struggle was even greater.
The wind couldn't keep him awake all night. The cold soon
numbed his limbs. And his whole body was stretched incessantly, like
the string of a bow, in this impossible stillness. Pain or
frustration could drive him crazy, make him faint — or
howl like a wolf... And yet, he remained silent and he kept his promise. All
the servants of the house were astonished and they started to show him some respect.
When ninety-nine nights had passed, the hundredth night was given to
him to converse with Aoyagi.
"Of all my suitors, none has shown
so much patience or resistance!" she told him, with a smile. "I wanted a husband who knew how to remain master of
himself, when circumstances demanded it. You've proven your worth. My
parents should approve and bless our union, just as I would like to see you win
the second round, for I feel that I will be able to love you in the end..."
– "What
a painful ordeal!" Kazuō sighed, shuddering a little.
Jirō
had observed a remarkable stillness during his story. His tense poses, suspended and athletic with his graceful moves, became
freer and closer to dance, following the sensual curves of his fleshy
body. He was glistening with sweat, but he went back to his tale quietly.
Having
won the first trial, Saburō was allowed to go to the nakōdo [仲人,
the matchmaker]. In her shop, the old woman first invited him to
undress, for she had been instructed to measure and weigh him before
entering the second test.
Saburō didn't need to be asked twice. Naked and standing, on an empty stomach, he was taller than he appeared at
first sight. And he weighed twenty-four kanme [貫目,
about 200lbs] healthy and vigorous, as might be expected from a
young sailor already well versed in all the exercises of the body.
With a deep sigh, the nakōdo told him that, if he was going to show
up for the second test, Aoyagi would first require him to provide his
parents with a koku [石,
about 300lbs] of brown rice, as well as one hundred sho [升,
about 180 liters] of beer, in a single delivery of as many bags and
as many vats as would be necessary...
It meant a whole lot of money. Saburō couldn't afford it. However,
since he had resided in the harbour district, his handsome face, his fierce character and his accommodating manners had won him the
sympathy of many... People soon raised a
good part of the money for amounts of rice and beer requested. Saburō had
to go deep into debt to pay for the rest and get it delivered inside the house of Aoyagi's family. He was not discouraged, and he
finally managed to knock on their door with all the food and drink
they had ordered.
This demonstration of goodwill
made him most welcome. Aoyagi's parents didn't hide how impressed they were. Treating him as their
future son-in-law, they invited Saburō to take a long bath, then rest all night in that warm, soothing steam.
The
handsome young man fancied himself the prince of a palace of dreams, all gold and silk painted in white and blue, where the sea and the sky
merged forever in of some boundless, light mist.
The next
morning, before dawn, an old woman from the house came to wake him up
by roughing him up... Saburō was pushed from room to room into a
dark and seemingly abandoned stable. There, a cook in a white apron,
sturdy and obtuse, forced him into a small enclosure in a corner of
the building, and closed the plank fence behind him.
Still dizzy, the
young man suddenly found himself sitting cross-legged on a tatami
mat, in front of a coffee table where a huge dish of saffron rice was
waiting for him, with curried chicken, bananas, lots of sauce and a
huge mug of beer...
– "The
second trial!" Tarō announced, knocking again on the balcony
threshold. Jirō put his clenched fists on the floor and resumed his
story.
The
cook told him to "Eat!" in a snappy tone, before
leaving him alone, as if he had been talking to a beast in the
stable. "Nothing could be simpler!" said Saburō to
himself, who was hungry after such a sudden awakening, even though he
was not used to such a feast.
He immediately began to eat, with a
good appetite. The sauce was thick, spicy and rich. The bananas
were ripe. The chicken offered large, tender pieces. The whole dish
was filled with brown rice, which was very nutritious, and which
weighed heavily in his stomach! Finally, the beer must have been
tapped a short time ago — refreshing
as it can be but rather strong for a boy like him...
Saburō was about
halfway through his meal when a group of three cooks, cantankerous
and surly, opened the fence of his pen and laid down a new dish
overflowing with brown rice, covered in sautéed bean sprouts and
caramelized sauce, with about forty hot beef skewers. The last one
was still carrying a mug of beer.
These three old women, boisterous
and talkative, reproached him very sharply, when they saw that he had
not yet finished eating his first meal of the morning. They made a
few more stinging comments, to shame him, finally ordering him to eat
and drink "faster, faster"...
When he was alone, Saburō
considered the food he was surrounded by. He was trying to figure out
exactly what everyone expected of him... Shrugging his shoulders, he
began to eat at a rapid pace. He tried to stuff himself with all
these good things, without forgetting to enjoy himself.
Before the
sun broke through the few broken tiles of the roof, his belly was
full but the stoves were coming to him for the third time... They
would take the dishes and bowls to make sure he had eaten everything,
and then they would order him to eat new hearty and imposing dishes,
with lots of rice, huge sashimi of salmon, tuna and so on — always
with a lot of sauce and a lot of beer.
When the sun was
about to set, poor Saburō could no longer swallow anything, despite
his best efforts, which brought him further bitter reproaches and
harsh comments. His belly was about to burst! The master of the
kitchen came back to see him, looking bad. He grabbed him and pushed
him to the bathroom where he had spent such a sweet night the night
before...
"You haven't eaten enough today!" the cook said
surly, giving him a loud slap on the buttocks. "You're going to
have to eat, if you hope to win this event!"
Saburō was
unceremoniously laid on a wooden table covered with a sheet, in the
steam of the bathroom, where a mōmoku no hōji [盲目の僧,
a blind monk] was waiting for him.
He was almost a teenager... He
bowed respectfully when he heard Saburō sigh. He introduced himself
and explained that he practiced momiryōji [揉み療治,
the art of therapeutic massage] according to the consecrated rites.
He had been put back in his hands to help him relax after a hard day.
Exhausted, Saburō let it happen. While smearing him with oils all
over his body, the blind masseur spoke to him in a gentle, soothing
way, and gave him valuable advice.
"The instructions we received
are very simple, but very demanding, especially as far as you're
concerned! You're going to have to stay locked in the enclosure all
day for ninety-nine days... Before this time is over, you must have
drunk all the beer that you brought into this house, and have
consumed all the rice, as the master of the kitchen pleases. You
tasted a slight sample of it today: a lot of fish and meat, a lot of
sauces, curry and other spices, a lot of bacon..."
Hearing him
list the dishes like this, Saburō groaned. Still, he did not lose
heart. Since he had just understood the challenge that had been
imposed on him, he was determined to win this second trial.
The next
morning, he sat in front of the low table in his pen and
soon stuffed himself to face the huge amount of food served to him,
until nightfall... Each sip of beer went on as long as it could, and
he struggled to swallow large mouthfuls, pushing the rice down his
gullet to gobble it up more greedily! He would not be given a
moment's respite, but he knew that time was running out.
At the end
of the day, his belly was full, well rounded and his skin was more
taut than it should be... The cook looked at him with a grunt,
nodding approvingly. A massage was welcome, as the poor young man was
so well satisfied!
"You ate well today..." said his friend
the masseur, as he smeared his back and shoulders with oils. "We'll
soon know if that was enough, or if you'll have to make another
effort to make sure that not a drop of beer is left at the bottom of
the last jar, and not a grain of rice is left at the bottom of the
last bag."
For a week, Saburō did nothing but eat and drink
without restraint, sitting in his pen and very docile when the cooks
still brought him large quantities of grilled beef with sautéed
vegetables, large quantities of chicken curry and bananas, simmered
in coconut milk, and more huge dishes of brown rice still prepared in
very rich sauces, spicy, sweet and salty, not so easy to digest...
Acting like such a glutton, Saburō felt heavy and sloppy. He hoped that he had already eaten a considerable amount of food, but his
friend the masseur had to undeceive him by telling him of his fears
about the outcome of the ordeal.
"The master growled again, today..."
he said calmly. "Judging by the whispers of our homebody
cooks, it wasn't a grunt of satisfaction! It's going to take a little
effort."
Saburō let out a sigh, but he wouldn't be discouraged.
From then on, he tried to make the most of all the time he spent in
his enclosure to gorge himself as much as possible, from morning to
night... The dishes followed one another, copious and nourishing. The
cooks treated him like a pig that their master had fattened. He
feasted on everything that was served to him, got drunk from drinking
too much beer, and still asked for food! Above all, he did not leave
a grain of rice at the bottom of a bowl at the end of each meal.
A
few days went by, then the entire week... Saburō seemed to have
gradually resigned himself to his fate. One night, during one of his
long daily massages, his blind friend confided in him that he found
it a little thicker, softer and smoother under his palms. He asked
his permission to feel his way to make sure of this progress. Saburō
couldn't ask for more. He stood up and let his young friend feel,
weigh and squeeze his whole body, with precise and expert gestures,
surrounded by steam in which he was sweating profusely.
"Just as I thought..." he said, feeling it patiently. "It
didn't take long for you to get fat. You were pretty thin after the
first test. The difference is already noticeable. Our cook must be
starting to think you're a little plump. We're going to feed you
well, and you know you've got huge amounts of rice left to gobble up.
If you really want to win this event, your body won't be able to stay
so thin and slender!"
Saburō understood that his friend was
warning him, without reproaching him but not without subtlety,
against the consequences of his victory, if he lived up to their
expectations... Still, he told him he wouldn't give up.
For several
weeks, Saburō devoted all his time and effort to filling his
belly — by
gorging himself on food and drinking beer in long draughts. Sitting
in front of the coffee table, naked in the enclosure, he hurried to
swallow huge quantities of rice, meat and fish, sautéed vegetables,
fritters and bananas.
All the dishes were covered in sauces, grilled
with lots of butter or filled to the brim with greasy broth... He
behaved almost like a pig: he ate noisily, and burped without apology
after drinking his tankard, with one gulp! The cooks laughed at him
and pointed at him, pawing and cackling after he had put down yet
another dish overflowing with rice and chicken curry. There weren't
too many of them to carry them...
Saburō did not listen to them. He
wasted no time in stuffing himself, grabbing handfuls of rice and
meat in sauces and bringing them to his mouth, with both hands at
once. Doubtless, the sacks of rice they had brought would disappear,
one after the other, in the shed. Each of his meals ended with tasty
desserts, and a whole bunch of bananas to go with his mugs of beer.
"You're fattening, Saburō. You've become tender and chubby..."
said his friend as he massaged him every night. "And in a little
while we will have fed you so well that you will be terribly round
and puffy!"
A little drunk, and well satiated, Saburō listened
to his friend's advice, but he only shrugged his shoulders... Sitting
in his enclosure, he thought only of stuffing himself, without any
restraint! However, the days passed. What the blind masseur had
suggested was to be true: the young sailor was getting drunk... His
emaciated face became chubby as his beard grew, and he became so
sluggish that he had to give up his slim waist for good.
Around him,
the cooks' comments were rife... The servants murmured. The master of
the kitchens contented himself with grunting contentedly when he
seized him to lock him up in his enclosure at dawn and to bring him
out at nightfall. After a few loud slaps, the better to feel him all
over his body, he only told him to fill and round his belly — like
a real pig. Saburō spent all his time feasting and gorging himself,
better and better, moaning with contentment... He was not toIt was
possible to make him swallow another mouthful when he had finished
his last dish of the evening!
Days passed. The quantities of food
increased in front of him, with each new meal. Only his determination
had not changed. He faced it, determined to take up the challenge,
and he seemed to have resigned himself to his fate, once and for
all...
"You're fattening, Saburō. You've become all clumsy,
unctuous and plump..." said his friend the blind masseur, every
night. "And in a little while we will have fed you so well that
you will be terribly heavy and plump!"
These recommendations had
become unnecessary. Fully satisfied, at the end of a long day, Saburō
still listened to his young friend but he only shrugged his
shoulders... And he was still burping a huge heep, which echoed
through the whole house.
Weeks passed. The handsome and handsome
sailor, so slender when he had been shut up in the paddock, had
become monstrously obese. He was the talk of the town. From his
cheekbones to his ankles, and from the nape of his neck to his heels,
his whole body was fleshy and plump, as if stuffed with too much
meat...
Still sitting at the table, naked and sweaty, his cheeks
flushed, and his skin stretched to the point that it seemed as if he
would burst at any moment, his belly kept swelling, again and
again — before
his eyes, like a bubble, with each new bite he swallowed!
"I
don't want to lull you with false hopes, Saburō..." his
friend said at last, late at night. "But you ate well! You've
fattened up so well that I feel like I'm kneading dough, massaging
you like this... The supply of beer and brown rice has dwindled but
you don't have many days left to spend locked in your enclosure.
You'll have to make a little more effort!"
Saburō couldn't ask
for more. He regained hope. His determination had remained intact,
unyielding as steel, ever since he had agreed to submit to this
ordeal. However, his body had thickened and weighed down... The young
monk suggested that he accompany him at dawn when the cook came to
fetch him.
His help was welcome. The brown rice dish that awaited
Saburō, in his small enclosure, was a veritable mountain covered in
meats and curry sauce. After having him describe this imposing feast
in a few words, the young monk invited Saburō, genuinely
intimidated, to sit comfortably and relax to let him force-feed him.
Holding him still, with one hand firmly against the back of his neck,
he grabbed handfuls of food and shoved them into Saburō's throat,
who grunted and groaned, but swallowed whatever he was forced to
swallow.
Before the end of the morning, a servant took pity on the
blind boy... His assistance was eagerly accepted, and Saburō found
himself so well fed that he was able to leave his enclosure at
nightfall without a grain of rice or a crumb of grilled tuna left in
the dishes! He couldn't help but enjoy his last mug of beer, before
going to sleep. The skin of his belly was tighter than that of the
largest ceremonial drum in the nearby temple.
More days went by...
Provisions were dwindling. The whole city and the port resounded with
his praises, as the whole neighborhood resounded with his burps...
Saburō let himself be force-fed, a good appHe was in good company,
very docile. After one last dish of rice, the most monumental he had
ever faced, he was allowed to enjoy a few mugs of beer with bananas
and fried fritters — until
there was nothing left of what he had been asked to bring!
"Here's
a contender who's finally making the cut!" said the cook, proudly.
Saburō's victory was heralded in town as an event of the
utmost importance. Everyone was amazed... As he rested to come to his
senses, he was told that the beautiful Aoyagi longed to see him
again. He was really exhausted, however, and still so drowsy that the
blind monk who waited on him recommended that he should first be
allowed to sleep and digest for a few days.
When he felt he had
recovered, the nakōdo told him that they still had to weigh him to
mark the end of this ordeal... Saburō couldn't ask for more. After
stuffing himself insistently for months, and after being force-fed
for weeks like a prized pig, he had to put on weight — and
bacon!
The whispers spread, as if in echoes, when they saw him
coming.
His manly figure, once slender and limber, had grown generously
round... His plump, prorupt muscles were all coated, as if glued,
under a thick layer of fat. He had trimmed his beard a little, but
you could tell he was chubby. He had abandoned his leaping tiger
waist for a beautiful elephant belly, largely blooming and swaying
limply at every step. Fat and clumsy, his gait had become slower and
more attractive. He presented himself all the better because everyone
remembered seeing him as weak and clumsy — nervous like a whiplash.
He was glistening with sweat, and he was
smiling. His whole body, magnificently well fleshed, exuded health.
His appetite must have been insatiable, and this good opinion of him
helped him to appear in his best light. He had been misjudged... He
was rather personable, friendly and good-looking. A plump and clumsy
young man like him could only be a "good dough"!
This tall,
handsome boy had changed a great deal, indeed. In a little more than
three months, Saburō had gained more than fourteen kanme [around 120lbs]...
Confirmation of this news was received with joy by Aoyagi.
"Of
all my suitors, none had shown such an appetite or such an ability to
enjoy well!" she told him, with a thin smile. "I wanted a
husband who would enjoy life and who could surpass himself, even in
excess, when circumstances demanded it... You've proven your worth.
My parents will certainly approve of our union, for better or for
worse... And I'd be happy to see you win the last round, because I
feel that then I'll love you passionately!"
– "What
a delightful ordeal..." Kazuō whispered, shuddering with
pleasure.
With
great talent, Jirō shared the emotions of his hero and the
twists and turns of his adventure with his comrades. This exercise was
physically demanding... He ran his hand through his blonde hair,
which fell over his forehead, covered in sweat. He had taken pains to
evoke the fattening of the character, his courageous attitude and the
appreciable fame that his well-deserved obesity brought him. Catching
his breath, he assumed a more solemn pose, and his voice grew deeper
in the cool autumn night.
From
then on, Saburō could be considered Aoyagi's fiancé, with her consent. For a few days he was treated as the new man of the family,
surrounded by attentions and little cares by all the servants,
admitted to the table of his future parents-in-law with great
consideration, and remarkably well fed to help him rest better.
During these meals, which were so warm, which allowed him to regain
his strength, to establish himself in a new equilibrium and even to
gain a little more weight, the only thing missing was the one that
Saburō wanted to keep always close to him so that the harmony would
be perfect.
Aoyagi never showed herself on such occasions, when his
company would have afforded him so much pleasure. His parents avoided
broaching the subject. She remained retired to her room, and did not
see her fiancé until a very late hour of the night.
One evening, she
finally let him know that he would have to be ready for the litmus test, the last task she imposed on him.
– "The
third trial!" Tarō announced, pounding the threshold of the
balcony with his fists. Jirō took a deep breath and, after a few
more dance steps, always a bit too heavy and clumsy, he sat up
peacefully and resumed his story.
Aoyagi
returned after midnight, dressed all in white, like a wandering soul, and she
motioned to Saburō to follow her wherever she went, without uttering
a word. They hurried out of the house. The whole town was asleep...
The weather was gloomy, with an oborozuki yo [朧月夜,
"blurred moonnight"]. It was on such a night that ghosts,
demons, and sorcererous animals loved to wander the streets of the
city. Aoyagi showed Saburō the way, with a quick and confident step.
The dogs howled as they passed, like wolves. They made their way past
the last small houses, to hills shaded by tall trees, where there was
an old cemetery... Aoyagi opened the gate, which creaked a little.
She entered — like
a lonely, white shadow into the darkness.
The young sailor walked
slowly behind her, ponderous, silent, and worried. Gradually, as his
eyes became accustomed to the darkness, he followed her — then, suddenly, he saw her!
She had stopped by a freshly dug grave, motioning for him
to wait. The gravedigger's tools were still lying around, here and
there. Grabbing one of them, she began to dig furiously, with strange
haste and strength. She slapped the lid of a coffin, snatched it off
with a sharp gesture, and revealed a corpse — the small corpse of a child! Then, with frantic and demonic movements,
she tore off one arm of the corpse, white and chubby, broke it, and
began to devour it with delight.
Then, throwing the other arm of the dead child at Saburō, she shouted to him, "Eat, if you love me!
Eat, for this is what I eat!"
He did not hesitate for a second. Crouching on the other side of the tomb, Saburō ate half of that plump arm and told his fiancée:
"Oishii
da yo [美味しいだよ,
"It's delicious"]... I'll gladly eat this every night!"
Indeed, this plump, little white arm
was made of the best kashi [菓子,
pastry] that could be found in the region. Then the girl sprang to
her feet, bursting out laughing.
"Of all my betrothed, so proud
of their courage and willpower, you are the only one who did not run
away... I wanted a husband who knew no fear, or who knew how to
overcome it. It was the ultimate test I could impose on you. You've
just proved your worth to me. My parents will approve of my choice
and our union. You're a man, and I love you!"
Aoyagi came and
sat down next to Saburō, opened the flaps of her kimono and
presented him with a whole family of dolls with chubby cherubs' figures
that she had made for him, offering to stuff him with these pastries
down to the last grains of sugar... Her handsome, fat fiancé
couldn't ask for more, so his belly was heavily filled with patsries when
they returned to their new home as newlyweds.
– "What
a terrible ordeal!" Kazuō concluded, laughing, not without a tinge of delicious terror. "But it ends well for our
hero. It's a funny story, and there's something of a lesson in there too..."
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In
the dining room 一 late hours of the night
The
tale danced by Jirō should have left the storyteller completely exhausted. It invited everyone to fall into a deep sleep, after they had enjoyed such a voluptuous thrill. As they exchanged a mischievous look, Tarō and Jirō placed themselves on either side of Kazuō to kiss him on both
cheeks, tease him and rub him all over his body. They appreciated the whole
mass of his belly, fat and full as he was after such a long and copious meal. Always naughtier than his brother, Jirō wasn't staisfied with
hugs and kisses. He covered Kazuō's torso and stomach with
licks and bit his nipples, his love handles or the plump
and cozy bulge under his navel, voraciously, always hitting the most sensitive spots.
With
four hands working on kneading his body like a big ball of dough,
constantly enveloping him, grasping, turning and flipping, cherishing him, cuddling and coddling,
making his body bounce and bump against theirs, Kazuō experienced that particular pleasure of finding
himself the tallest, biggest... and fattest boy in the band.
Even when Tarō
and Jirō finally lay down, sleeping next to him, always with a hand
on his thigh or softly snuggled up against him, a shiver ran down his
spine and spread itself out to his companions, pinching their deepest heartstrings even in their sleep,
perhaps even in their dreams...
– "I can't believe my luck..." Kazuō mused. "They were both right about me. The life we lead here together is too sweet for us, especially for me, not to enjoy
it to the fullest. Now I'll be happy to push Tarō to
fight harder... and Jirō is just waiting for the next opportunity to fatten me up like a prized pig!"
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In
the house 一 cloudy
morning
Tarō
and Jirō were finally back. It must have been such a terrible night for
them... They were still dirty and muddy, with dead leaves in
their hair and blades of grass in their beards. On the other hand, they had won that game: each boy carried a huge, dead boar on his back. This
was no ordinary game... presented to him on the floor, those beasts looked larger
than grown men.
Kazuō could consider them. Tarō didn't lie about this. He
had not even exaggerated when he described the boar he had slaughtered
as "monstrous", prodigiously large and fat... The other
male looked just so large — they had to be frightfully fierce when they wandered in the woods! There was enough meat on them to feed the boys for months. Tarō could finally feel reassured, as he kept thinking of the coming winter.
– "Not a moment to lose... It's time to gorge and stuff ourselves!" Jirō announced, almost licking his lips.
Nothing
could make Tarō fell better or give him greater pleasure than to see his little brother eat more and more food, with a
voracious appetite — and
to consider how this diet based on well-marbled, red meat was
finally making him fatter, day after day...
– "Told you... This is what you need. Fresh meat, red meat!"
– "Yes, Tarō."
– "Eat, Jirō! Eat meat and enjoy..."
– "Hmmmph... Yes,
Tarō..." he repeated with his mouth full.
For
more than a week, the three young men were only focused on gorging themselves from sunrise to sunset, then until late into the night. Jirō spent hours in
front of his pots and stoves, then he did his best to eat almost as
much as Kazuō. There was always so much food... Tarō devoured everything he was served, sinking his teeth into thick, juicy steaks! Jirō was no less gready than him, eating beef, chicken, duck, fish and shrimps, eggs, rice, pasta, fruit,
and pastries. His efforts were also rewarded. Every morning, the handsome
blonde boy got up and thumped his own belly, with a smile on his face.
– "What do you say, Tarō? I feel like I've put on some good weight..."
– "Yes, Jirō. You're getting fat... You've grown plump and meaty."
– "I should be really chubby, soon!"
– "That's for sure, Jirō. I
trust you're going to eat well."
– "Eat well? I'm going to binge and gorge until I pass out!"
Proud
of the plump and plushy curves in his body, Jirō prepared more and more
tasty dishes, more and more nutritious meats, which he let simmer for a
long time. Naturally, Kazuō
received more than his fair share of food. Jirō's belly finally looked eager to grow round and fat, but he didn't forget to feed his "prey" as often as possible — as much as possible.
Kazuō's belly kept swelling, day after day... Tarō, on the other hand,
gained weight in an astonishing way. It was almost all muscle mass, which
made him more imposing but still slender, lean and nervous,
while the other two young men became more and more obese... Jirō had a lot of fun acting "clumsy",
as he walked back and forth carrying laundry or various utensils, while Tarō and Kazuō fought in the sand.
– "How
good it is to feel that round and heavy belly, when you haven't eaten
yet!" he said to them cheerfully.
– "Yes, Jirō."
– "Train well! I hope you're hungry..."
– "Yes, Jirō...
Prepare us a good meal."
– "You're in for a treat! And I'm
going to stuff myself full of fish, meat, potato omelets, rice, stir-fried noodles and vegetables, with lots and lots of bacon... I want that bacon to stick to my bones!"
– "Yes, Jirō."
Tarō wouldn't let himself be distracted like this. He let out a sigh.
– "You can hardly get much thicker than this..."
The
balance of power was no longer the same between Tarō and Kazuō,
during their training or in their fights... Every morning, Kazuō looked noticeably bigger, rounder and fatter. He
was also slower but he took the hits better. Tarō enjoyed facing someone who was able to lift him up or push him out of the circle. He didn't quite respond as he should have, neither fast enough nor
strong enough.
Their fights became languid and sensual, when they were exhausted. Still, Tarō was undeterred and he remained focused. After their last
fight, in the shower, his opponent was his partner
again and he encouraged him to keep it up.
– "When
you've become a true champion, Tarō..."
– "Yes, Kazuō?"
– "Your fans will find it hard to believe that you were
training alone with such an obese and chubby partner!"
– "They'll believe it, and so should you!" Tarō laughed. "It works best for me that you're so heavy, and obese... I'm serious, I could introduce you as
my sensei [先生,
"master"] before the tournament."
– "Really? I've
got to train a little bit better, then."
– "Oh, yes! For
starters, you're going to eat a little bit better."
– "I'm going to grow even fatter, if you insist so much..."
– "You can afford it, you know... I won't make much progress if you don't put on more weight. And I don't want
to hit you and hurt you... That's why a good, thick layer of lard is good to protect you!"
– "You're
right..." Kazuō blushed.
The
whole house was already filled with the smells of grilled meat.
– "Time to eat!" Jirō called to them from the kitchen. "You
spend too much time in the shower... Come and eat your fill with
me, both of you! I'm hungry and I want you to stuff yourselves,
too."
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In front
of the terrace 一 dusk
and mist over the forest
Kazuō was pouring himself another big bowl of stew. Already well satiated, he wanted to reward Jirō
who had just finished the tale of an ancient warrior turned pilgrim who had to thwart the tricks of certain ghosts he met in the
mountain... His song and danc, his cheerful story and the slightly clumsy but graceful moves of that handsome and magnificently plump
boy made for quite a thrill.
In the forest, cicadas
rustled softly.
– "I could listen to another tale..." Kazuō said with his mouth full.
– "Right now?"
Jirō was sweating so much, he had to catch his breath.
– "Drink
another large mug of beer..." Tarō suggested.
– "I feel so hot, I could drink a whole barrel!"
With yet another big bowl full of gravy, meat and stir-fried noodles,
Kazuō showed more than an appetite... His stomach was already quite full,
but Tarō and Jirō strongly encouraged him to gorge and grow fatter.
– "You too, eat some more..." Tarō said to his brother.
– "No problem... This tale made me hungry!"
– "It's quite all right. The days are starting to fade... We're already shrouded in
mist. Soon, the cold will set in... There will be snow and frost. We should be better prepared for it."
– "You're
right."
– "Then stuff your face, Jirō! Eat and enjoy yourself, just like Kazuō... You
have to grow thicker and store a lot more fat on your frame for this winter."
– "Yes,
Tarō."
Sitting on the tatami mats, the fat boys ate even faster, silent but messy.
– "BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP
!!!"
– "How
about you sing something for a change, to entertain us?" Jirō suggested.
"While I keep devouring all that meat to grow fat like a hog?"
– "Very well..."
Tarō was not naturally inclined to
sing or dance. As he closed the large wooden panels around the
house, softly, one after the other, he recited in a clear voice:
"頓て死ぬけしきは見えず蝉の声"
(Cicadas will die
so soon — you wouldn't know it
when you hear them sing...)
■ ■ ■
In
the bedroom 一 before
the first rays of sunlight
Still worried that they would not have
enough food to face what looked like a harsh winter,
Tarō often went away and returned laden with heavy baskets, large
wooden crates, armfuls of vegetables, countless measures of rice and
pasta, flour, eggs, and jars of fruit and beer. He and Jirō stored
it all in the storage rooms they had dug deep inside the mountain, behind their kitchen. Satisfied, if not fully reassured, Tarō rested with
his companions for one night but he soon went out to cut wood, then to the nearest village to sell it and buy more food, more for them to eat and drink like bottomless pits... Jirō was not to be outdone. He kept catching large fish and storing them in ice, just as he carefully harvested the last vegetables and spuds from his modest garden.
– "What
we need to pile up in our larder, more than anything, is red meat..." Tarō insisted. "Fat meat! I trusy you, Jirō, to cook tasty,
hearty and fattening dishes... Force yourself, if you have to, but keep eating while I'm away. I want to find you round and full but plump, when I come back."
– "I promise,
Tarō..." Jirō replied with a laugh. "We're going to
fatten ourselves up like greedy, chubby piglets!"
In the morning, before dawn,
Kazuō found his companion in front of his bed, ready to carry out
this program... Naked, athletic and meaty, with a full stomach after
a solid breakfast, Jirō was no longer just "desirable" or
"irresistible"... Kazuō knew that he was doomed. It was already too late. He would surrender and eat until he could hardly take a breath. He wanted this, no matter what, all that Jirō was ready to feed him. The blonde boy's presence by his bed was more delicious and more necessary than the air in his bedroom.
– "Kazuō?
You're hungry..."
That
wasn't a question.
– "Yeah, I'm
hungry! Give me something to eat."
–
"I'm done cooking for today. I'm going to
feed you so much..."
– "Yes,
Jirō."
– "I'm
going to force-feed you. Like a pig."
– "Yes,
Jirō. Feed me like a real pig..."
– "Anf I'm
going to fatten you up... like a prized pig!"
– "Oink,
oink!"
The handsome blonde boy removed the
blankets, and placed a large bowl with a dozen bananas on the bed for
Kazuō.
– "How about a few bananas... for starters?"
– "Yes, Jirō..."
Carefully chosen as they were, sizeable and ripe, these bananas
were really modest, compared to what the handsome boy showed Kazuō, to please him for quite some time — at least until next dawn, if Jirō kept the feast going in a steady flow without taking a break...
– "Leave
it to me, Kazuō... I'm going to feed you well."
–
"Hmmmph... Yes, Jirō."
– "Eat up,
big guy... I've prepared more good food for you to enjoy."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
–
"Another banana... Again!"
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
– "I'm
proud of you, Kazuō... You've grown truly obese! And thanks to you,
I'm slowly getting there, too... I love being obese!"
–
"Hmmmph... Yes, Jirō."
–
"I'm so happy to be chubby... I want to grow really huge!"
–
"Hmmmph..."
– "Enjoy,
my beautiful Kazuō... There, another banana."
–
"Hmmmph... Hmmmph..."
– "I'm
going to fatten you up, Kazuō! More, more... Again."
–
"Hmmmph... because... Am I your
prey?"
– "Oh!
yes..." Jirō replied, with the same refreshing laugh. "Because
you're my prey! That's why you have to grow fatter... So much fatter..."
Kazuō felt seized with the most mind-blowing vertigo.
– "Jirō...
Make me eat again! More!"
– "As much as you want, Kazuō..."
– "I need it, Jirō. I want you to really force-feed me, like a pig."
– "Yes, Kazuō..."
The young man's voice was just so warm, booming and soothing.
– "I
want you to fatten me up like a really large pig!"
– "Yes, Kazuō..."
– "Hmmmph... I want to grow bigger for
you..."
– "Kazuō..."
– "Hmmmph... Hmmmph... I'm your prey."
– "Yes,
Kazuō... You are my prey. And I love you..."
– "Then, when I'm really obese, like... huge?"
– "Well, then I'm
going to devour you..."
With a naughty smile, Jirō put a
banana back in each hand, and placed a kiss on his lips, then on
his neck, moving down to his belly button with greedy
little licks. Kazuō devoured one banana after another as he watched
his beautiful blonde hair fade away and then disappear, like the last
rays of the sun on the horizon of his big belly. Then, holding back a
deep sigh with another bite of banana, he heard Jirō roar softly
like a tiger...
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On
the terrace, in front of the lake 一 full
moon
For a few more days and nights, alone with Jirō, Kazuō lost all sense of "days"
and "nights". Time only felt like something else he could devour. Everything that kept mankind busy, anywhere else in the world, from dawn to dusk and from evening to
morning, what they could tell each other that may be meaningful or vain,
what they could achieve that was important or pointless, all that was as
far from him as if someone tried to tell him how particles of dust could move on the surface of another planet... Coming back from a village in
the valley, Tarō brought back, among heavy baskets of
provisions, some of the rumors and smells of everyday earth. He also brought to his brother's attention the presence of the last wild
boar they had failed to hunt.
– "He's
back. And just as you suggested, he's had time to enjoy himself a bit too much. He's grown so much fatter, magnificently fat and chubby. He's all cheeks!"
– "You want us to chase him, then? Hunt him for god?"
– "I've already set many traps... There's not a night to lose."
Kazuō couldn't sleep... Jirō had so carefully ironed the blankets on his futon, arranged
the cushions, perfumed the room and left bowls of fruit and sweets,
all over the place, it was all in vain... The fat young man had lost the habit of sleeping alone.
The night was so bright, with a full moon thinly veiled by too many clouds. Tarō
had warned his companions about a freezing cold winter.
Without Jirō by his side, so meaty, so warm and cuddly, Kazuō felt the
night air creep inside the house and into his room, into his bed. No matter how thick he was, with a healthy layer of lard covering his body, which his
companions praised so often, he felt himself shudder. His forehead
was moist with icy sweat. It wasn't just the cold but fear that
made him tremble.
– "What's
the matter with me?" he wondered aloud.
The forest was buzzing with
so many ominous rumours... He could still make out, above the
whistling of the wind and the brushing of the branches, the growls of
an angry boar — with the distant howl of great, wild wolves. Was this a dream or
reality? As he closed his eyes, he pictured that fantastic race in the woods and how it would feel. Much to his surprise, he suddenly realized that he couldn't see any boar anywhere in the dark forest. He could only see branches and tree trunks passing
by in a swift motion. He could hear the wolves howling, their light and rushing steps going nearer and nearer. There was no wild
boar... but it was a wild boar that these wolves were hunting.
It was him! They were going after him! He was the wild boar, the fat pig
that Tarō had described all evening to whet his brother's appetite.
– "Tarō?
Jirō?"
He got up from his bed, in a panic. Considering the black tea that Tarō
made only for him and his brother, Kazuō thought that it
must be a special blend to help them stay awake throughout the
night... Another thought occurred to him, then, which he could not discard or put into words in any way that would feel coherent or reasonable. He had never thought about it, at any time. And yet...
■ ■ ■
On
the terrace 一 before
dawn
Kazuō couldn't stop walking in
circles, in his bedroom.
– "Wolves...
Full moon. All night... Wolves!"
He didn't dare leave the house...
The wind was dying away. He could no longer hear screams, howls or grunts. Those wolves must have pounced on their prey and killed him — then, in the morning, Tarō and Jirō would be so proud to show him the
last wild boar they had hunted to serve him more feasts with so much meat and plenty of sauce, fried vegetables and rice, noodles and beer!
– "Wolves? I'm just a prey for wolves?"
A magnificent breakfast already awaited him by
the fire, in the middle of the living room... There were all his favorite foods too,
which he had feasted on so copiously since the day Tarō had invited him inside this strange house. Kazuō then realized, to his
horror, that he was hungry when he saw all these dishes, so
appetizing, so nutritious, served in abundance.
– "Jirō
told me so... I'm his prey! I'm their prey..."
Lost
inside the house, feeling confined against his will, he opened the kitchen door. He had never taken a look in there... What he found made him shake in horror: there were such enormous vats and cookpots, such immense ovens, such
large trays with such vast amounts of food ready to be cooked and fed to him that he stepped back at once, even though his mouth
was already watering... If Jirō had been there, in front of him or near the pantry, he knew he would force-feed him so easily, like an insatiable pig, until his gut would burst like a balloon!
– "Almighty
gods!" cried Kazuō suddenly. "It was a trap. They
are yōkai [妖怪,
fantastic creatures]. They only wanted to feed me and fatten
me up... and devour me!"
Shaking and shivering, unable to make a
decision, Kazuō sat down by the fire and immediately began to eat...
The food he was gulping down at full speed was the only comfort he
could count on now. Folded in on itself, fatly rounded and obese, it
must have looked like a huge ball of dough. The sun was slow to
rise...
In the light grey mist wandering over the lake, he could
make out the masculine frames of Tarō and Jirō who were finally coming home with the corpse of the third boar. His suspicions were
confirmed. In the shadows of the trees, the two young men had
turned into wolves for the night. They took on their human form again, at the
first light of dawn.
– "Kazuō...
Are you already up and ready for the day?"
– "We finally got the better of that boar!"
– "And he was even bigger and fatter than we had hoped! When Jirō's done with preparing it the way he knows best, there will be so much delicious meat.
Now you'll be able to enjoy yourself to the fullest!"
– "Kazuō? What's happening? You look pale..."
– "We could almost swear you just
saw a ghost!"
(To
be continued...)
Notes: In
Japanese, a name like Ōkamiyama (狼山)
translates to "the mountain of wolves". Tarō and Jirō are
indeed wolves or werewolves in the mountains...
The name Fukakusa (深草)
translates to "deep herbs". The story of Saburō, told by
Jirō, is adapted from an old ghost story collected by Lafcadio Hearn
in his book Glimpses of Unfamiliar Japan.
Tarō quotes another haiku by Bashō. There are many translations of that poem, more or less
evocative. This translation respects the classic cut of 5+7+5 syllables of a haiku.
A
bit of Japanese history: Traditionally, a koku (石)
of rice was the amount an adult man consumed over the course of a
year... The koku was also used as a salary paid in kind, and was used
to assess the wealth of a clan leader or the number of soldiers and
servants at his disposal. In 1600, Ieyasu Tokugawa (徳川家康),
the richest lord in Japan, had an income of about two and a half
million koku, more than twice as much as any other daimyo [大名,
feudal lord].
It´s great that you put an English version of your stories online. I would appreciate if you find the time to translate your other French stories too. Thank you for all your work full of creativity !
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